I Feel Free
I did it.
I got the job,
Smashed the mock
It means the world to me. Literally,
I can, for the time being, live wherever I wish as long as the wifi is acceptable, the weather is good and the government lets me.
That is free,
I admittedly did the stupidest dance I've ever done down the hall, and I've danced pretty stupidly before.
But it feels good, I immediately felt thankful to everyone who's helped me, without my parents I wouldn't be so privileged to be in this position, they worked for this, not me. I did as always the bare minimum but with some energy. But I owe them an awful lot and I can only hope I repay them, or at least do the same for my kids. That goes for the rest of my family, my nans, my brother and his wife. They collectively have looked after me and brought me up, recently in particular.
Pog, who referred me, told me all I needed to know and relaxed me when I wasn't sure. As did many. Harry, who I tend to turn to when I know my worries are ridiculous, yet they still wash over me. Mainly cause I know he suffers the same worries. And anyone who has listened to me worry, or talk at them about myself or my ideas to clear my own head. Which is alot. Thank you.
I'm making it sound like I've won an Oscar but honestly it feels damn good and I just feel thankful.
My mind has also been flooding with plans and places to go. I've taken a step forward and it could go anywhere.
But for tomorrow Brazil and I will both celebrate our freedom. Saude!
